Fair-Weather Friend

A friend who is only a friend when circumstances are pleasant or profitable. At the first sign of trouble, these capricious, disloyal friends will drop their relationship with you.

Usually a good friend to begin with that eventually takes advantage of a true friend and does not maintain the SAME loyalty and respect. Without an explation why, a fair weather friend may abandon a friendship altogether for superficial reasons or changes in moral beliefs without a care for nurturing fair dicussion. The exception is when that person needs something, they know they can still count on an "all weather friend"

This describes to a "t" what I am experiencing from my two closest friends. I feel very betrayed, alone, and just sad. It's ok though, I knew that they wouldn't understand me working 7 days a week, and what my goals are in doing so. But I didn't exspect for it to take a turn like this. The only thing I can do is stand up for myself, stay stong, and know that all the work I am putting in now will get me where I want to be.

Day 27

Have I mentioned how much I hate this wait? I don't think I got pregnant this month, so if I didn't can we just move on? This next cycle we are going to use pre-seed (for the sake of the parentals reading I will spare the details-if your interested google it). Also we will be going trying ovulation prediction tests. For some reason even when my Dr. has confirmed ovulation the tests never work for me. But I am willing to try again. In addition, I am going to make an appointment at Dominion Fertility to see what my insurance covers.

In other news. My best friend finds out what she is having in a few weeks, I am so excited to know!

I got a part-time job at a Bridal Store on the weekends. It's a lot that I am taking on but it will be worth it when I am in my new home. This week we have a meeting with another lender to talk about the VHDA loan.

The Waiting Game

Ok-So I've started the dreaded two week wait to see if I am pregnant. I don't think this month is it, but I am excited of the possibility and starting everything again next month.

The in-laws came for a visit, it was really great for them to see our apartment. I hope by the next time they come we will either be moving to our new home, or at least further in the process. While they we here we went to the Air and Space Museum and the NRA Museum-Air and Space was interesting, NRA-Not at all.

My really close prego friend is back in the hospital her potassium is high, her blood pressure is high and she is still throwing up everything. I hope her stay is short, and she won't have to go back again till Baby E makes his/her entrance in to this world.

My mom got engaged this past weekend to her boyfriend Leo. I think they will most likely get married May 2012. Congrats to them!

No other news to report. No news is good new sometimes.